I went through phases on this journey. I'm not sure I've hit them all yet. Crying for weeks on end and heartbroken at the loss of America, family, friends, etc. Then angry no justice is being done. Mad at the ...no bad enough word to describe those who steal, molest children and murder them. Angry about the idiots still walking around blind. Then I came to an acceptance phase. Ready to see what happens next. Waiting for each day to pass. Watching. Hoping and just holding my breath knowing God is in control and we are on the winning side of the battle. My anxiety is still bad where I have palpitations daily and I have depressive days still. I lean on this board a lot to get through sometimes. I pray a lot even if it's just thoughts throughout the day. I hold my family close and do all I can to teach them truth and good vs evil. I miss the days of dreaming of a year or two down the road. Planning vacations and thinking about our next step. It's a weird time and im in the same boat as all of you. Just taking it as it comes and figuring it out day by day.