I can't take wearing a mask or seeing others in stupid ass face diapers. I'm so sick of faceless weirdos. I just got back from the Midwest and people are acting normal there. Come here and the masks are fricken nomalized. It makes me SICK! People masking thier children etc. I want out of CA for my mental health but I cannot move right now due to several circumstances. I am so depressed right now. I feel F*cking trapped with no way out. Cant work without a fricken face diaper but the face diapers give me anxiety and panic attacks after so long. Im sorry if thats dramatic but like I said, I do have legit mental problems.
Anyone else feeling the same and do you have any advice? I'm having trouble even leaving my house because I'm sick of the overwhelming crowds here that get worse every year, even though I was born and raised here, and just the mass stupidity. I hate feeling trapped. I need to live in a small town in the country somewhere. But I'm stuck here for now. Okay sorry about this rant. Just needed to get stuff off my chest.
I feel so badly for you. I live in a red state with a dem governor. Yesterday I went to a medical center for my annual check-up. While there, they insisted everyone wear a face mask. I wore mine below my mouth - got the stink eye from the staff. When the doctor walked in, he looked at me and said don't you practice? I told him no, I did not and why should I wear a mask when the box they come in tells you they do not protect against this virus. He stopped me right there and said we have political differences. Which told me he knows this is political and not medical. He then added that no one has had a cold since this thing began - as if this is the result from wearing an ineffectual mask. Anyway, I check in with the clinic every year just to get my high blood pressure med, otherwise I would not mess with these idiots. I never get grief from the stores when I come in without a mask. Oh well, I'm still shaking off the bad vibes from seeing the doctor and his office.