I'm seven months pregnant and sent him everything i could get my hands on when he said he might have to get it for a new job.
He said ''Alright, i won't get it then.''
Last time we talked about it.
Yesterday morning, (he works remotely) he told me he took the shot.
I sent him MORE findings, told him it's self-replicating, airborn, skin transmissable weaponized hiv spike proteins and if he won't try to detox i don't know where to go from here..
He hasn't agreed to detox. Hasn't said anything about it. I can't be intimate with him for.. 2 years or so til our baby is weaned.. if ever. I don't want that shit...
I don't want our daughter to be sterilized before she's even born.. the fuck??
I'm so disgusted and hurt and heartbroken..
My oldest son wants to take it, too.
I hate this timeline. I hate the sociopaths driving the boat.
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Thanks for the ear, frens..
When someone does something that shows they aren't trustworthy, you've seen the worst they will do, and don't expect future behavior to be any better because, absent a heartfelt, contrite and sincere apology, anyone who would do this once will continue to do similar things. I understand how difficult this is to accept and to cope with, as I've been in this position with the man I felt was my one true love, but the only best thing you can do for yourself and your daughter is to disassociate from him. It may help you to review your history with him, as likely there are other signs of this behavior, signs you may have ignored, dismissed or rationalized as being something other than what they were. If those things exist, you will see a pattern that confirms this is a typical thing for him to do, and that understanding may make disassociating somewhat easier.