Hi there ,,, I'm saying Matties in Heaven whenever the sorrow comes creeping in. It's a tough one as my little boy made being alone not lonely ,, he's missed , but I understand we must go on ! He'll be my last ! I'll still rescue but I'll never own again ! My refi is going well thank God and I had a contractor at my house today , I decided to build a bedroom downstairs for me and Julie and rent 2 of the bedrooms upstairs to traveling nurses who will pay the mortgage , free me ip to take off and I get my rv august 1st ,, this way I can go to visit where I want , plan on working only two weeks a month ! I Plan on coming to your parts soon to check out Gods country ,, I'll fly ,, the Rv I'm getting is older I wanted to start small to get my legs and then I'll buy something more sound for long trips ,, so I'm moving forward ,, thank you for keeping in touch and look forward to meet long you and you're lovie soon ;)