I am not DOOMING.
I believe.
I am just having to go through all this information and news alone. Most days I am strong and believe that GOOD will win. I will admit to being AFRAID.
I am afraid of what is to come. I am of the generation who thought nothing like this could happen to America. Yet here we are. I am surrounded by people who have NO IDEA what is happening around them. They just plod along like the zombies they are.
I have made the effort to share (redpill) people, but some just live in an alternate reality.
I am doing my best at preparing to have energy, food, water, and supplies, but struggle with creating community. Anyone who listens to Lynette Zang, will know what I am talking about.
It is hard to find others in person. Fear of whether that person is FRIEND OR FOE.
Just wanted to know if there is anyone out there that feels like I do.
Thanks.
It is just me and my cats too.
I only have a little bit of family left. My mother is getting up there, which is stressing enough and I just found out my brother has gotten the jab. We have never been very close, which is my fault. He worshiped me as a child and all I did was hurt him. Now as an adult, I thought I would be able to make it up and prepare a place for us when things got bad, but now I know his life is forfeit.
I failed him.
I tried to redpill a neighbor recently. I mentioned coming up with a plan for our building in case militant groups were to storm it. He replied with "you are right, with what happened on Jan 6 we should have a plan". I was dumbfounded. I replied to his text with "I really wasn't thinking that people who wanted to make sure the election was legal would be storming our building but more like gangs and militant groups (Antifa or BLM) would." I haven't heard back from him. There is no getting through to someone like that.