I feel like I'm living in crazy world over here. With the exception of some of my immediate family, everyone I know has been bewitched by the covid and vax narrative.
I'll admit, back in the start of 2020 I was shit scared. Seeing images of people collapsed in the street in China etc. I was totally sure it was coming for me. But bit by bit the cracks started appearing and with what we all know now, I feel like I'm totally awake, at least in regards to covid/vax shit.
But it doesn't seem to be... enough? There's literally nothing I can say to my asleep friends and colleagues that they don't immediately jump on me for. E.g.:
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If i say "information about Ivermectin is being suppressed, and actually it looks like it has a lot of potential", they say "it's been debunked and nothing is being suppressed, it just doesn't work!". I can show them link after link but they always say it's from an untrustworthy source or the data is being presented in a biased way.
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If I say "the vaccinated people carry just as many viral particles as the unvaccinated according to the CDC", they just say "NO THEY DON'T", and again, links showing it are poo-pooed as being untrustworthy or misrepresented.
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I told a colleague today that lockdowns and restrictions that are based on vax percentage are silly because even vaxxed people get sick and can spread it around, and I was told that 1. it's not true (vaxxed people don't get as sick), 2. there's no viable alternative and 3. that doing it is "prudent public policy".
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My own father told me "Get yourself and your kids vaxxed, I don't want my grandchildren dying from it. Even 38 year olds like yourself are dying from a mild delta covid." (He didn't seem to grasp the fact that he said "dying of a mild covid")
And of course you can't tell them to look anything up themselves because you know as soon as they type something into google (which they'll use, of course), they're bombarded with a billion "fact check" articles.
I'm trying to be brave and trying to be resilient but I feel like there's nothing I can say that they can't just dismiss by saying it's not from trustworthy sources. And then whenever I mention any new stuff they scoff and think I'm a nut job. I'm starting to think "Am I just persisting with the anti-covid-vax narrative because I'm addicted to being David fighting Goliath? Do I just love being the underdog, or just being contrarian? Is that just my identity now? Maybe they're all correct and I'm just trying to make a personality out of being the opposite...". It's getting to the point of intrusive thoughts...
Thanks for reading if you made it to the end of this rant. I'm just tired of trying to wake up the people I care about only to be scoffed at and told I'm the reason people around the world are dying, and that I shouldn't be allowed to work/go out etc. How can I stop feeling so demoralised and let down by the world these days?
Stop trying.
You're right. Actually I have been trying to be less 'edgy' about it and just say "Look if you want the vax, go get it. Just don't tell me off for not wanting it." and trying to end it there. But it doesn't placate them. They just blame me for not being "community minded" or some shit.
One of the more disgusting manipulations of many has been using the previously well-regarded concept of vaccine to trojan-horse in these nasty little compounds that arent vaccines in any sense, with none of them changing immunity levels, either at the individual level or wider, none stimulating antibodies etc.
So all the social pressure and shared view that these are a public good are based on lies and fraud.
When the vaxxed start dying in numbers too high to continually cover up and distract from, I think it spells the end of the vaccine industry and concept. Companies that are literally too murderous and criminal to ever be trusted again in any way. Think IG Farben, but instead an entire industry razed to the ground instead of just a company.
In a conversation I had today the other guy said “why wouldn’t you trust them, vaccines have been around and trusted for years”
And that’s when I realised that there are still people around who believe that these are typical vaccines, the ones we’ve all been getting since childhood. It was at that point I realised that nothing that came out of this guy’s mouth would be worth listening to since he has flawed understanding of the most basic premise.
Agreed, the 'vaccines have always been safe' concept only continues to hold true, if and only if all new ones are held to the safety standards of past cases. If it takes 10 years of development and testing to bring a typical vaccine to market, then what does that say about any vaccine rushed to market in less than a year? By definition, its unfit for use, since that time-to-market demonstrates a crazy number of corners being cut, tests not being done, and QA, certifications etc being abandoned.
And thats even before you start looking at the never used before mRNA stuff that the new vaccines have. Why sneak in a 1) entirely untested and 2) brand new and unproven tech in the middle of a crisis (that you pretend is still the currently understood 'vaccine' case) unless you were a malicious actor? The lack of honesty is damning.