I pray every day that I will have the strength to continue I pray every day that the plan is real and that we will soon be left alone I pray that those demons are not just destroyed but made to suffer as everyone else has I pray that the lockdowns never happen again. I pray for the strength and the grit to be able to finally get back on my feet. I pray that newsom will be removed from office. I pray for the day when I can finally start building my better pastures. I pray that I can finally be left alone to my own devices. I pray that I can finally prove myself to my family and make them proud. I pray.
I pray for this nightmare to be over.
I dont know how much more i can handle. I cant handle another lockdown. I wont be forced to take this vaccines. Is the only way to paradise death? How much longer must we suffer.
I rebuke that and call that negativity out as Satan. California is responsible for some of the highest costs of living. I moved out of Oregon in a similar situation last year. Basically grabbed my crap and fled to Utah. I can confirm its night and day. I can breathe here, no one is masked up or yelling at me about the vaccine. I and my husband got jobs with Oregon license plates. Your California plates will not hold you back I swear. If its on your mind or in your heart, let this be a sign that its okay to think about moving. It can’t be worse than now, believe me! And it won’t be. Theres no homeless here, no drugs, jobs everywhere, families enjoying eachother. Yeah, we have mormons but we dont have gross ANTIFA beating up the public.
Ah thank you. I will do my best to escape this place. Idaho has my eye.
Its a lovely place we drove through it and regret not choosing Idaho over Utah! Now we have our sights on Tennessee because we have our hope and ambition back! Oregon was destroying us. We were so depressed.