I've been aware of things for 47+ years. When I found 8chan I was amazed at how many people thought like I did. It was the first time in my life that I felt like I was among family. I lurked and learned for the first year on the boards. It takes time to digest everything you "knew" was true really is true. It's a slow and sometimes hard thing to accept. It's hard when your whole life you've been thought of as crazy, mentally unstable etc. Each of us has to discover this for ourselves. That's why as you read the threads you'll see many anons say how hard it is to red pill folks. We've been labeled as nuts for so long we're a little bit gun shy. Please, don't be too harsh on us for that. It's just that we've learned to be on the defensive for so long that sometimes it's hard for us. The best part is, you're here, you're among like minded folks that make up this giant family. You're home and welcome home me fellow pede... God's peace be with you...