Start your own business... You can go door to door put fliers out in all stores, laundromats, gas stations etc. You're in shape Sowell your muscle power as a laborer to your local town. Be creative, there are many things I'm sure you're capable of doing. After all, you're here aren't you??? That shows me you have a functioning, cognitive brain. Don't give up patriot, it's out there for you... God's blessings to you and your loved ones...