I’m at my wits end. Daughter #2 had both jabs back in April, (I posted she was having heart palpitations and other issues) and it was discovered she now has stomach/digestion issues that need medication to control. (Coincidence? Maybe) Daughter #3 got both jabs back in March and got the all over body rash. She has twins (who I was forbidden to see for months since this all started because I refused the jab and masking) who the past month both had some prolong high fever and cold of which she has no idea what it was. After coming back this week from a vacation with extended in law family, (all of whom were vaccinated), sent me a text saying I can’t visit for a while. Seems 5 of those vaccinated family members got Covid. She was going to get her and husband and toddlers tested. YET she still is convinced the vaccine is worth it. Saying her symptoms would be worst. I tried to convince her otherwise, calmly, but these discussions always turn to fights. Yesterday Daughter #4 (my baby girl) told me my grandson (11) has to start wearing masks in school again. I was fretting over that bs, trying to think I could fight it, when she dropped the ultimate bomb. She is 4 months pregnant with my grandson, her husband (who is British) is paralyzed (both Trump fans and always were against the mask stuff.) Yet now she says she wants to get the shot once she turns 6 months (supposedly it’s safe then). Her husband, who got the first shot on insistence from his doctor, would be getting the second. He can’t travel home to England unless he does. My God I was so stunned. Said she didn’t want to get sick. I told her we had a natural immunity (as we have known Daughter #3 gave us all that crap back in March 2020, when she and her husband returned from a trip in Europe before it was big news). I told her to please wait as more and more was coming out every day about that damn damn DAMN vaccine. I’ve sent her and her husband tons of links, although she said she’s done her research. She says I sound like a conspiracy theorist.
This crap is depressing me to no end. As a mother (and I’m sure also those of you who are fathers) it is so damn hard to see children doing things that can harm them and/or your grandchildren. I pray that this crap all ends soon. I am so tired of these propaganda news agencies, bought doctors, lying politicians.
It all depends on what your thoughts are on the afterlife. If you believe that it’s a “one and done” kinda existence, where you have one chance at living and then you end up in your eternity somewhere, then yeah, it’s depressing. But if you believe that you are from the Source of Energy, and that this is not your only existence, and you and your family chose to be here in this time for whatever purpose, then afterwards you go on again in a other timeline and live other lives over and over, then you don’t stress too much on the choices that your loved ones make. You know that this life is just a blip of time and everyone is here to learn whatever lesson needs to be learned, and then you join up again together in the next adventure. Yeah I would rather my oldest didn’t get the jab, but for whatever reason he needs to experience this life his way. And if things go wrong for him yes I’ll miss him but I have no doubt we will join up in the next lifetime. And so on and so on.
this is an excellent (and i believe, correct) way to view things