I don't disagree. I used to dose L when I was younger, I never did it with X. Around here they would call that candy flipping or trolling. I liked both of those on their own, for some time, eventually I smoked DMT and oh my.. long story short I was speaking to some incredibly beautiful entity made of light for what seemed like hours but was only maybe 3 minutes. It wanted me to go further with it, to follow it to a place of deeper understanding but I pulled away as I began to believe I was conversing with the light bringer lux Ferro Lucifer himself. The last part of the conversation went something like me pulling away refusing to go further and saying no, I will not follow you, with it responding 'you already are' and departing.
I thought for sure when I opened my eyes one of my friends would have been in the room fucking around with me with a super bright flashlight or flame in my face because during that conversation I could feel the heat radiating off the entity and it was so bright and a beautiful complex sphere of color even colors that ive never seen. But I opened my eyes to a completely dark room alone and it was super unsettling.
It's weird with psychedelics though I mean.... I just don't know what to think. I believe that often what you bring to the table so to speak will have a total influence or really shape the entire experience. I definitely went into it subconsciously thinking 'i really shouldn't be doing this, what am I opening myself up to?'
At the end of the day I just don't know for sure but I highly suspect being that far out under that powerful of a substance may seriously put you into a position where you are Ableton to get a glimpse of what some people would call the spiritual world that is around us but invisible to us normally.
I wouldn't ever do it recreationally again. I did smoke changa year or so ago, it was far less out into space but apparently if you smoke enough it can get you almost there.
That’s how it starts. My first few sub-breakthrough trips were amazing and I remember thinking “there’s no reason to be scared of this”. I was being observed by a snake entity and made me feel at ease. It also wanted me to go deeper. Fast forward a few months when I got the courage to do a full 50mg breakthrough, and I felt deceived as soon as I did. The entity tricked me, had me where it wanted me and proceeded to torment me. I’ve had supernatural events in my life for a while after, I definitely opened doors. I’ve met another person who had an identical experience to mine as well. These things are not just in the mind, otherwise different people from across the world would experience vastly different things.
I don't disagree. I used to dose L when I was younger, I never did it with X. Around here they would call that candy flipping or trolling. I liked both of those on their own, for some time, eventually I smoked DMT and oh my.. long story short I was speaking to some incredibly beautiful entity made of light for what seemed like hours but was only maybe 3 minutes. It wanted me to go further with it, to follow it to a place of deeper understanding but I pulled away as I began to believe I was conversing with the light bringer lux Ferro Lucifer himself. The last part of the conversation went something like me pulling away refusing to go further and saying no, I will not follow you, with it responding 'you already are' and departing.
I thought for sure when I opened my eyes one of my friends would have been in the room fucking around with me with a super bright flashlight or flame in my face because during that conversation I could feel the heat radiating off the entity and it was so bright and a beautiful complex sphere of color even colors that ive never seen. But I opened my eyes to a completely dark room alone and it was super unsettling.
It's weird with psychedelics though I mean.... I just don't know what to think. I believe that often what you bring to the table so to speak will have a total influence or really shape the entire experience. I definitely went into it subconsciously thinking 'i really shouldn't be doing this, what am I opening myself up to?'
At the end of the day I just don't know for sure but I highly suspect being that far out under that powerful of a substance may seriously put you into a position where you are Ableton to get a glimpse of what some people would call the spiritual world that is around us but invisible to us normally.
I wouldn't ever do it recreationally again. I did smoke changa year or so ago, it was far less out into space but apparently if you smoke enough it can get you almost there.
That’s how it starts. My first few sub-breakthrough trips were amazing and I remember thinking “there’s no reason to be scared of this”. I was being observed by a snake entity and made me feel at ease. It also wanted me to go deeper. Fast forward a few months when I got the courage to do a full 50mg breakthrough, and I felt deceived as soon as I did. The entity tricked me, had me where it wanted me and proceeded to torment me. I’ve had supernatural events in my life for a while after, I definitely opened doors. I’ve met another person who had an identical experience to mine as well. These things are not just in the mind, otherwise different people from across the world would experience vastly different things.