I have read many women’s stories and actually many women are happy with their child even under the circumstances of rape. They have an innocent child to love and be loved by. They didn’t need added shame by murdering their child. Instead they get to focus on something positive out of their pain and redirect their focus. It happened to someone close to me as well. Her daughter is now happily married and has a nice job. The pain of that experience is there, but she loves her daughter more and feels blessed.