(I’m never getting the vaccine.)
I don’t know if I can do this anymore. The government is threatening me on a daily basis. My peers are brainwashed. My school is going to kick me out. Now I’m going to lose my job. I have no savings and have worked so hard to support myself paycheck to paycheck for 10 years. I only had one class left to graduate. I was so close to my dream and now it’s been taken from me. My time, work and dedication has been stolen.
Today, for the first time in alI of this, I finally broke down in tears. Biden’s announcement is too much to bare. The stress is too much.
They’ll never break me, but they have successfully fucked up my life. I’ve overcome to so much to get where I am and now all hope seems lost.
Who else is about to snap?
This push from Biden is an actual assault and I feel backed into a corner with nothing to lose. What is going to happen now.
It feels like all I can do is wait and watch as more evidence comes out that the vaccine is killing people. But as more and more disturbing data emerges they just push the shot harder and harder. It feels like everyone is trying to coerce me into medical rape and they keep taking things from me to add pressure.
Please help me not lose hope. This community is all I’ve got. Where is Q? Where is the military?
Please God give me a sign.
Edit: I know it could be worse and it probably will be, but today all of the stress just hit me at once. I’d been holding it in for 18 months.
After breaking down I prayed for the first time in 25 years and it really helped. New strategy unlocked.
fren, I hear you. I want to tell you what my dad always told me -- and he's been through real darkness including wounded in battle (twice), he would remind me the only thing you know for sure is that things will change. and they'll change in unexpected ways.
he also would say it's that moment when you've given everything you can, when you can't go on another second, when your body and mind are failing, when you just can't take it and want to give in to the struggle, that is the moment, that is the moment when it will suddenly shift, and unknown possibilities appear. and if you had given up a second before, these new realities would never have been known. so stay in the fight, we need you.
and I know, believe me I know, that the dream being stolen from you, painful and unjust as it is, will not be the only dream you are destined for.
Wow thank you. Your dad reminds me of my mom. She says similar things.
And throughout my life that sentiment has held true. When things got rough they always got way better than they were before. This situation definitely tops them all, but we are at the precipice.