(I’m never getting the vaccine.)
I don’t know if I can do this anymore. The government is threatening me on a daily basis. My peers are brainwashed. My school is going to kick me out. Now I’m going to lose my job. I have no savings and have worked so hard to support myself paycheck to paycheck for 10 years. I only had one class left to graduate. I was so close to my dream and now it’s been taken from me. My time, work and dedication has been stolen.
Today, for the first time in alI of this, I finally broke down in tears. Biden’s announcement is too much to bare. The stress is too much.
They’ll never break me, but they have successfully fucked up my life. I’ve overcome to so much to get where I am and now all hope seems lost.
Who else is about to snap?
This push from Biden is an actual assault and I feel backed into a corner with nothing to lose. What is going to happen now.
It feels like all I can do is wait and watch as more evidence comes out that the vaccine is killing people. But as more and more disturbing data emerges they just push the shot harder and harder. It feels like everyone is trying to coerce me into medical rape and they keep taking things from me to add pressure.
Please help me not lose hope. This community is all I’ve got. Where is Q? Where is the military?
Please God give me a sign.
Edit: I know it could be worse and it probably will be, but today all of the stress just hit me at once. I’d been holding it in for 18 months.
After breaking down I prayed for the first time in 25 years and it really helped. New strategy unlocked.
A short story from my life to yours. Back in the early 1980's I was at my breaking point, for many reasons,thought of suicide daily. One night I drove out into the desert and was about to complete the plan. But in the dark, alone, I broke down. Sobbing , howling, swearing. Cursing god, begging god. I let it all out. Then a calm fell over me, I did not hear a voice but god spoke to me. From that night forward my outlook improved, very tiny moves, slow progress, out of that darkness came the rest of my life. I am now in my 60's and again I am listening for gods answer. You should too.
Yes, those pent up feelings had to come out. I already feel stronger than before.
I also was suicidal for quite a while. That ended years ago and it’s a dark place I’ll never return to. When I said I worked so hard to be where I am, I was thinking about that dark time.
Today it felt like I was being pushed back to that place against my will. But instead of sadness I now feel more resolve than even before.
We will win this.