TOTALLY hear you on aging with the stress of noncompliance. It's exhausting but has to be done. And the loving thy neighbor stuff, I have to get better too. Just lost my best friend today because I'm not vaxxed, and she's too scared to be around me anymore...like I'M the one who's unclean and tarnished. It's ridiculous but also very sad and disheartening. I fear we have quite a lot of more this to take before it's over. Good luck to you! At least we can come here and vent, celebrate, cry, whatever....together.