I'm operating in reality. The reality is that if I and others don't get the vaccine, we lose our jobs. That isn't a delusion. That is reality. That will happen. You can't make any guarantees about what happens in the future. I'd rather navigate the future knowing I have a job, an income, and a home. If this vaccine truly is evil, who's to say there won't be a cure for it? You don't know how the future will play out. But I know how it will play out if I lose my job and home and can't feed my kids. I don't want THAT reality, and that reality exists if I don't get the vaccination. If I DO get the vaccination, I can navigate that future as it unfolds. The belief that the vaccine is going to kill 8 billion people is nothing more than a conspiracy theory and a fantasy at this point. But if you're willing to bet everything that it will play out that way, that's your choice. I don't know your situation, but if you were faced with a real decision about your job and livelihood and losing your home... and getting a vaccination... it's a pretty easy choice. It's pretty easy to sit unemployed in your mom's house and tell everyone not to get it, screaming conspiracies, when you have nothing on the line.