I just finished the call with my mother. They've returned from their vacation in Greece and she wanted to share their impressions... So far so good, right...

Well, I am not that close with my family, over the years our relationship sort of atrophied, because we are so bloody different... but we do talk regularly, in attempts to maintain the level of understanding that we can have... Mostly, spent in me acting like a clown, filling the time of the call with jokes, or just nodding my head to the latest gossips that I have no interest in... OK let me get to the point, I'm loosing my threads... I cannot talk about vaccines with them, since they were always into that stuff. My sister has a medical background and she is pretty much parroting what she is programmed to do in school. The only vaccine I got in my life (Measles one, I believe), before the school, as a child left me paralised on left side of the body for almost a month, and I have epileptic seizures since then, that only got more intense as I got older.

They got the jab so they can go to Greece, of course. My mother had a brain stroke, soon after that and a complete shut-down, but she emerged seemingly OK, with explanation from her doctor that, that sort of thing comes with age... FFS!!! My father was scared shitless and he does not usually cry but that whole experience made him weep. They came back from Greece, full of positive praise for how propaganda there is not as present as here in Serbia. But then she started talking about infected, and common sense to mask, and infected children, and "of course" forbidden gatherings for weddings in Serbia... and my blood is boiling...

I tried to tell her about mask not doing anything, and got response that "she knows" (WTF), I told her about millions of people having adverse effects of the vaccine, and got dismissive response that "she does not have that information", told her about the Nuremberg trails, and at that point I might have been talking to a stone... They do not get any information in. But she did ask me are wife and I going to vacation...

I told her that we are not, that I am not going to do what they did, in order to be allowed to go (not that I'm traveling kind either way, grew up in Yugoslavia while it was being destroyed by Cabal, could not afford to travel, and never got the taste for it). She responded to me that, "well, that is my belief... and she is not going to tell me what is right" (at least they gave up on that years ago)...

Anyway. I cannot talk to them, it's a stone wall. I know this resonates with at least some of you, so I wonder, how do you make peace with yourself. I cannot wake them up. Giving them resources would be like giving a literature to (and I hate to say this), a cattle... I am numb, watching all of this happening, and praying for the resolution, and hoping it will come before more damage is afflicted...