What you are feeling is an integral part of God’s plan for us. When you don’t want to be a part of the world anymore, in essence, you are separating yourself from worldly goods. This leads to the realization that everything in the world is temporary and means nothing. All that’s left is to realize that the only seeking we should aspire to is God and God’s plan. God is preparing us for the late-season harvest of souls right before the Rapture.