My wife and I made the agreement to turn off all news, social media, and any outside consumption of COVID info for 2 weeks and possibly indefinitely. In some way, it is sad that because of this, I won't be lurking GAW--I'm not much of a poster but felt included via the lurking and upvoting over the past 9 months. I'm confident that this is the right decision.
I would appreciate your prayers for me and my marriage. My wife literally thinks I am insane, deluded to follow after Satan and the thought of divorce is crossing her mind. She has admitted to thinking of me in contempt and that our marriage is dead. I believe God lifted the veil over my eyes briefly and I saw a glimpse of His work and plan. I am convinced with every bone in my body that COVID and these mandates have the spirit of antichrist/satan behind them. My wife is pro-mandates, pro-vax, trusts gov't, pro-mask our 5 year old. I guess you can see we're at opposite ends.
Please pray for me and my marriage. Pray for me to truly have discernment and wisdom from God. I truly want to know if COVID and these mandates DO NOT have the spirit of antichrist/satan behind them. I want to know where I am wrong in any of my beliefs that are causing contention. Please also pray that if there are any evil spiritual forces acting upon me, my wife, my son and my marriage--that they be totally subdued in Jesus' name. I really want God to show me a sign that what I have awakened to is true and I really want my wife to be with me.
We're doing all we can.. counselling, pastors, marriage course, agreements in communication. I want this movie to end, but I also know.. letting it play out will be even GREATER!
I'll probably read comments to this post one last time tonight and afterwards lurk https://communities.win/c/Christianity/
Bye frens for now. See you later or in glory! Hope it's not long. From Canada.
I’m sorry for your marriage. What I’m about to say isn’t necessarily me telling you what to do, but to shine a light for anyone who may be in the same position I was. I was engaged and set to be married to a woman August of 2020. When the pandemic broke out and I researched and learned, I can say there was a sort of ascension for me. My wife to be didn’t want to hear any of it and we drifted apart. Looking back there were other reasons as well, but the feeling that God was giving me insight to what I was setting myself up for was unmistakable. I called off the marriage in June 2020 and tried to work it out with her. When no progress was made, we separated in the fall. After extreme turmoil and the loneliness, I questioned my decisions. I contacted her a month after separating wanting to try again. She agreed and I sold my home in Maryland, moved to Texas where she was and began the healing process. I searched for jobs in Texas, as a veteran with an exceptional resume, to no avail. I was shocked that I couldn’t even get a call back for any of the places I applied, which were plenty. Even jobs I was over qualified for. Things hadn’t progressed even slightly with my relationship either. I felt lost, even lonelier than the time after we split. So I did the one thing any “successful” 30 something dreads, I packed my shit and moved back to my hometown in New York of all places, and stayed with family in March 21. I did a lot of meditating, a lot of grieving, and renewed a lot of lost friendships (including my own liberal brother) and finally felt like I was back on “The Path”. Independence Day weekend (my favorite holiday and time to be back in my hometown) I met a girl I had grown up with as a child. If ever there was love at first sight, it was here. We locked eyes and I knew God had given me a gift. It turns out, our situations from the past year were IDENTICAL, only that she divorced rather than ending an engagement. We are now achieving our dreams, together, in Florida.
If you’ve made it this far, just know that coincidences are not just a Q blurb. It happens in every day scenarios. Listen to your gut, and live the life you are intended to live to the best of your ability. Know that this world is lived in the image of your perception. You are here to learn a list of lessons and the awful things that happen to you are for that reason alone. I hope OP can work things out, but I pray that no matter the circumstance, he listens to his conscience and continues on his intended path to enlightenment. Same as with all of you. Thank you for coming to my TED talk. God bless.
The guys aren't always the awakened ones in a relationship. My husband may never come around completely. Still believes msm, and plans to get his booster