My wife and I made the agreement to turn off all news, social media, and any outside consumption of COVID info for 2 weeks and possibly indefinitely. In some way, it is sad that because of this, I won't be lurking GAW--I'm not much of a poster but felt included via the lurking and upvoting over the past 9 months. I'm confident that this is the right decision.
I would appreciate your prayers for me and my marriage. My wife literally thinks I am insane, deluded to follow after Satan and the thought of divorce is crossing her mind. She has admitted to thinking of me in contempt and that our marriage is dead. I believe God lifted the veil over my eyes briefly and I saw a glimpse of His work and plan. I am convinced with every bone in my body that COVID and these mandates have the spirit of antichrist/satan behind them. My wife is pro-mandates, pro-vax, trusts gov't, pro-mask our 5 year old. I guess you can see we're at opposite ends.
Please pray for me and my marriage. Pray for me to truly have discernment and wisdom from God. I truly want to know if COVID and these mandates DO NOT have the spirit of antichrist/satan behind them. I want to know where I am wrong in any of my beliefs that are causing contention. Please also pray that if there are any evil spiritual forces acting upon me, my wife, my son and my marriage--that they be totally subdued in Jesus' name. I really want God to show me a sign that what I have awakened to is true and I really want my wife to be with me.
We're doing all we can.. counselling, pastors, marriage course, agreements in communication. I want this movie to end, but I also know.. letting it play out will be even GREATER!
I'll probably read comments to this post one last time tonight and afterwards lurk https://communities.win/c/Christianity/
Bye frens for now. See you later or in glory! Hope it's not long. From Canada.
I understand...kind of like me and my husband, without the stress of a young child's wellbeing (my 35 yr old is jabbed, my 33 yr old not). My husband is jabbed and thinks I'm a nut.. I have to practically go stealth to get my reading/research in. I spend too much of my time reading GE and Telegram, to the point that my eyes are suffering, even though I have blue light filtering glasses.
I keep asking myself, why the compulsive behavior? But I know why....I want to know what's true, and to know what's true, one has to search and research, investigate, compare, and connect the dots. It's like I tried to explain to my oldest...when you are listening to music and the instrument is out of tune, you know...you recognize it and it irritates your mind. But when you listen to an instrument that is in tune, it is peaceful, pleasant, and pure. That is truth, and I am compelled to hear it, read it, know it. I'm tired of the noise; I want the beautiful version.
I know that I should give my eyes, and mind, a rest, but until I see justice realized, I'm not sure I can turn away. God have mercy on us all, Marantz, Lord Jesus, please come quickly!