Stressing about this stuff is not a great way of going about it. Have faith that this is God's plan, sit back and relax and watch the show, laugh at the absurdity. If you cannot do that you should seriously think about taking a permanent break, stress is a carcinogen and we need healthy Patriots. Stress and fear are their primary weapon. This is coming from a Canadian who's basically behind enemy lines...

I hope all the best for you, please remember that your health and positive thoughts are number one in this fight. If you are so into this stuff that its affecting those things then you are playing into the deepstates fear tactics..