It took many years of misery brought on by self loathing and the past cruelties of a former life that nearly destroyed me as a compassionate, forgiving individual. I will be the first to admit I lost my way and also the first to thank God for never abandoning me, even when I disavowed Him. He always remained unlike everything else and everyone else in my entire life. I didn’t understand why I had to live such a horrible reality from birth. Maybe I was less of a person like my abusers told me or maybe I wasn’t human at all. The Lord, in all His glory, rescued me at 5 years old and gave me a real dad and mom. Without Him and them, I would absolutely be as evil or maybe more so than the targets we currently hunt. It has taken me four plus decades to forgive the deep evil that was visited against me but here I am Lord, here I am! I will NEVER look back, only forward into His future! I fight beside some of the most beautiful and amazing people I have ever known! All my love and best wishes frens! Together, with God, we will bring about a Golden Age where ALL people are free and God rules supreme! NCSWIC