I’m sorry i don’t mean to meander about my personal problems here. I know it’s not the place for that. But i just don't know where else to turn. I found out my significant other has been cheating for two years. I threw him out and am leaving but i feel like i have Stockholm syndrome and feel like I’m the one ending it by leaving. He hasn’t expressed wanting to fix things, only says he isn’t sure what he wants and knows I won’t get over it and doesn't want to live miserable forever. He’s been verbally abusive and sometimes physically as well. Im just so lost and hurt. I feel like its somehow my fault, and even though I know I should leave am finding it difficult to let go. If you all can keep me in your prayers, that would mean the world to me. Thanks in advance, I cant see from the tears so I’ll just say wwg1wga.