Until I'm dead, I still have bills and responsibilities to financially cover. So in that regard, either pay up or shut up.
Remember, we are all going to die one day. It doesn't mean I want to die early because of this shit.
Put yourself in my shoes: No way out to live on your own in a manner that can work to cover your need for schooling and financial stability during a critical time (Cabalian FeuxDemic and Inflation), mixed together with needing to make a financial future sustainable to help family across the globe suffering under economic hardships.
I didn't choose the vax of death because the science is true.
In fact, I was choosing to avoid it all for my own good.
But if I indeed had it my way, my parents made it clear: Leave.
Some say, "fuck em' then!" I say, "fuck you."
Family is family. They're brainwashed. They've been demoralized. But they're the same family who brought me out of State control over my childhood, sexual childhood abuse by other family, mental damages through brainwashing by former members who abused me as a kid, and made me into who I am now.
So yeah, I hate their choice to be vexed. Fuck Fauci, and Let's Go Brandon. But I love my Mom and Dad. By God's Grace, He saved my life and used them to make whole again.
I know that this is not the way it should be. But what choice do I have considering the life I live?
Sorry to say this: You're entitled to live your lifestyle based upon your circumstances. But not everyone can freely avoid this fucking poison, no matter how hard we push back.
Had I been on my own, of course I wouldn't take it. Welcome to the war we fight.
You made your case, and I'm trying to make mine like a dog in a corner.
Deep down, I wake up thankful but cautious wondering if today's the day. I try to just get through it, but it crosses my mind constantly.
So, where should I begin to gather tests/the aforementioned processes you brought up?
Also, as soon as I return to the US, will follow up on your recommendations for remedies/vitamins.
Thank you for at least trying to help, and again I sincerely apologize for the victim shit and coming off as entitle.
In a lot ways you're right:
I'm scared, deep down, because I want to live long for my family.
I want to give them the satisfaction of seeing me mature into the man I'm supposed to be.
At some point, they need to be cared for down the road.
And in the midst of my own insecurity over this choice, here I am bickering and acting, like you said, like a frail faggot.
I don't want to die.
I fucked up, and I know I did.
I'm just scared man. I don't want to lose my parents from this.
Until I'm dead, I still have bills and responsibilities to financially cover. So in that regard, either pay up or shut up.
Remember, we are all going to die one day. It doesn't mean I want to die early because of this shit.
Put yourself in my shoes: No way out to live on your own in a manner that can work to cover your need for schooling and financial stability during a critical time (Cabalian FeuxDemic and Inflation), mixed together with needing to make a financial future sustainable to help family across the globe suffering under economic hardships.
I didn't choose the vax of death because the science is true.
In fact, I was choosing to avoid it all for my own good.
But if I indeed had it my way, my parents made it clear: Leave.
Some say, "fuck em' then!" I say, "fuck you."
Family is family. They're brainwashed. They've been demoralized. But they're the same family who brought me out of State control over my childhood, sexual childhood abuse by other family, mental damages through brainwashing by former members who abused me as a kid, and made me into who I am now.
So yeah, I hate their choice to be vexed. Fuck Fauci, and Let's Go Brandon. But I love my Mom and Dad. By God's Grace, He saved my life and used them to make whole again.
I know that this is not the way it should be. But what choice do I have considering the life I live?
Sorry to say this: You're entitled to live your lifestyle based upon your circumstances. But not everyone can freely avoid this fucking poison, no matter how hard we push back.
Had I been on my own, of course I wouldn't take it. Welcome to the war we fight.
Entitled how? You mentioned these tests. I, having no knowledge about any of them, would genuinely like to know more about them.
You brought them up. So show me what you know. Or don't.
Not sure how to message. Still new to .win
Also. Took some time to think on it.
I'm sorry for being an asshole over this.
You made your case, and I'm trying to make mine like a dog in a corner.
Deep down, I wake up thankful but cautious wondering if today's the day. I try to just get through it, but it crosses my mind constantly.
So, where should I begin to gather tests/the aforementioned processes you brought up?
Also, as soon as I return to the US, will follow up on your recommendations for remedies/vitamins.
Thank you for at least trying to help, and again I sincerely apologize for the victim shit and coming off as entitle.
In a lot ways you're right:
I'm scared, deep down, because I want to live long for my family. I want to give them the satisfaction of seeing me mature into the man I'm supposed to be.
At some point, they need to be cared for down the road.
And in the midst of my own insecurity over this choice, here I am bickering and acting, like you said, like a frail faggot.
I don't want to die. I fucked up, and I know I did.
I'm just scared man. I don't want to lose my parents from this.
Please send the tests bro.