I dunno if you’re feeling this, but I am. I’m just tired, exhausted, weakened by all this mess. Since covid, maybe before that, it’s been a nightmare come to life. Being on the wrong end of the hostility by those in power used to be an inconvenience, a complaint, an observation on the current events. It has become a millstone around the neck, and a real f u from the people our taxes fund, in order to eradicate any semblance of truth or justice.
I am weakened physically even, and mentally and spiritually I am drained, to an extend never leveled at me before.
It’s not only a concept, idea, or any of this anymore, it is a direct assault on the very things we need to survive. It’s bullshit, and unlike the usual bullshit that can be laughed off or memed or whatever, it’s become threatening bullshit.
I’m getting to where I can’t take this anymore, ripped off by people who only have my destruction in mind. The entire world has always been a scam, and there is now no protection against it because it has taken over.
I really hate being cornered by this shit. But it isn’t my fault that it has happened.
It’s not yours either. We can keep an eye on the situation but a lot of people are getting massively fucked by this shit, what are we supposed to do?
Pray and turn to God. Are u a friend and child of his?
Yes. I feel like a dumb jerk sometimes though trying to deal with it all.
Thats just our human side. Ur not a dumb jerk, ur simply just trying to do to much. Faith is such a beautiful thing. Often people just think its sitting around trusting God. But faith builds people up and let's them achieve wonderful things thru surrender to Jesus Christ. U sound like u just see all the evil of the world and feel powerless. Which we are, which is why Jesus had to come and die. Keep turning to him and let him guide u. He will take all your pain and give u back purpose. It's truly amazing. I will pray for u. I'm here if u ever wanna talk. I know the struggle I have felt exactly what ur feeling. God bless u friend