We used to wonder that but now J&J ate trying to jump on the boosters for life train as well.

You're probably in a hard place right now and trying to justify to yourself taking the shot to keep your job. I understand that, because I went through the same thing briefly before deciding it wasn't worth the compromise on this. We both know it will never end by compromise.

As to your situation, do whatever seems right to you, but I wouldn't let Trump (or anyone else) make this decision for you. Right now you're probably looking for confirmation in your compromise, which I also understand, but this is not that.

Realistically, there are a lot of unknowns. I'd say the J&J seems to (potentially) hold less long term risks, but even that is really shaky due to the nonexistent transparency and the company's general shadiness. This seems to be a time when many will find strength and turn away from comfort (tyrannical jobs) and grow stronger by seeking out more and realizing their life is worth more than a steady paycheck. Others will take it, knowing the risks, and they will probably be okay at least in the short term, but nobody knows the longterm outlook.

It's a tough one though. I face a mandate too and have zero intention of getting the shot.