I don't know that it is denial I would imagine it's like waiting in the hallway before entering the room to be strapped to execution table before a lethal injection. You know you are about to die but all hope has left and you have accepted your fate.

My friend thinks part of the vaccine makes some people uncaring and mean. It changes their brain. Look at website sorryantivaxxer.com These are ugly people trashing the memory by targeting unvaccinated people who died of COVID. They go to the dead's Facebook page and post nastiness. They go to funeral home websites and make horrible comments on the condolences page for the family to see. These people are not human. They delight in the suffering and death of unvaccinated people.