You are being treated this way to humiliate, degrade, and make you break. They want you to succumb to their tyranny. I think I would rather die than submit. But I am not in a position of severe pain. I fell the other day and put out my right hand to break my fall, better my wrist then my head! I had pain, slight swelling, iced it for 5 minutes (ice pain was worse than the pain I had from the fall). I assessed I could move my fingers and wrist, albeit with some pain. I decided I must have a bad sprain, slightly less pain each day although now very bruised and remains slightly swollen. Better movement of wrist and fingers. This is what we have come down to-distrust of the hospitals, doctors, and unwillingness to give them another dime. I am tired of peeing forced, coerced, cajoled, ridiculed, etc. I guess even if I have a hairline fracture, it will heal. I have motion in my fingers and wrist, but with some pain. What did the cavemen do? What did the pioneers do? They didn’t have hospitals. Hospitals in the 1800’s were regarded as a place you went to die. What goes around, comes around. Aren’t our elderly and a Covid patients going there or nursing homes only to die? For all of those who think I am a nut case. I am an RN, but retired. Both my parents died in hospitals-one from a massive stroke and another from a hospital acquired infection and placed on hospice. I wish I knew then, what I know now. Hospice is no more than mercy killing-they up your morphine until you cease to breathe. I have seen Medicine cease to care about patients since the 1990’s. All they care about is the bottom line-MONEY.
You are being treated this way to humiliate, degrade, and make you break. They want you to succumb to their tyranny. I think I would rather die than submit. But I am not in a position of severe pain. I fell the other day and put out my right hand to break my fall, better my wrist then my head! I had pain, slight swelling, iced it for 5 minutes (ice pain was worse than the pain I had from the fall). I assessed I could move my fingers and wrist, albeit with some pain. I decided I must have a bad sprain, slightly less pain each day although now very bruised and remains slightly swollen. Better movement of wrist and fingers. This is what we have come down to-distrust of the hospitals, doctors, and unwillingness to give them another dime. I am tired of peeing forced, coerced, cajoled, ridiculed, etc. I guess even if I have a hairline fracture, it will heal. I have motion in my fingers and wrist, but with some pain. What did the cavemen do? What did the pioneers do? They didn’t have hospitals. Hospitals in the 1800’s were regarded as a place you went to die. What goes around, comes around. Aren’t our elderly and a Covid patients going there or nursing homes only to die? For all of those who think I am a nut case. I am an RN, but retired. Both my parents died in hospitals-one from a massive stroke and another from a hospital acquired infection and placed on hospice. I wish I knew then, what I know now. Hospice is no more than mercy killing-they up your morphine until you cease to breathe. I have seen Medicine cease to care about patients since the 1990’s. All they care about is the bottom line-MONEY.