My parents are the children of immigrants. Our house was strictly Republican in a Goldwater era sense; one gramps even was JBS in the 60s.

Nevertheless i grew up being loaded w old world hooery. Lotsa bullshit programs from the medieval class structure.

So coming from a riggt wing background and then learning that everything is fake and gay, i jettisoned my childhood:

: adulation of the military. They're mostly goons for the cabal and profiteers and war criminals. I still click w and respect individual regular soldiers because i see how the most noble and best impulses are hijacked and how they're ruined for having that loyalty and bravery. I went from a "SuPpOrT the TrOoPs" type to a sorts Nam era antiwar veteran type. Not like I'm a vet but you know the motif of the wronged and discarded patriotic kid in 1972.

: respect for the law. In an ethical and philosophical sense i think it's maybe ok but seeing now that the Law is a weapon of the Propertied against the serfs, i rather emotionally oppose all laws and award no respect at all to courts, enforcement or legislators. Scum to me fuck them. Incidentally it's still very patriotic in America bc we are supposed to be awesome cowboy gangs not faggots saluting rags.

: most of my gender ideology I was a basic sexist man. Learning from experience that women are people like me was a big change and honestly im still reeling and adjusting 15, 20 years later.

: respect for "success," GONE Once i got into how the dollar itself is fake and gay, anyone with them appeared to me as an agent of th fake and the gay. I have basically distilled this sentiment into a motto of sorts "one has dollara in proportion to the degree to which one serves Satan." But Satan is a meme not th classic notion, because,

:God. He's never spoken to me. I observe now quite regularly that people call their conscience and their mommy issues and daddy issues and other neurotic voices in their head "god" and that the powerful and their media sorcerers have always always tricked and tortured people into attributing all good to some meme whose expression they control for their interests.

Somehow i still like Trump. I acknowledge SOME rich slipped through cracks, which is probably easier when you start out w real dollars from your family predating the Banker coup of 1913