I found out from a friend's post that Kyle is not guilty, said friend couldn't understand how he was not guilty when he killed two people. I tried to explain to him but he ended up blocking me (this was all on FB don't crucify me it's how I stay in contact with a lot of people who are far away). I am pretty upset about this because he has helped me out a lot with guidance when I have been in bad spots mentally.
I think my BPD (borderline personality disorder) is effecting my judgement on this because I truly feel that it's my fault. I feel that I am a bad person for being overly opinionated and I should just stay quiet. I feel like I am losing more and more friends every day as well. This one hit harder than most and just makes me want to change who I am as a person.
If you let the truth make you feel guilty, then you really need to work on your convictions. If your “friend” blocked you over the truth, then they aren’t a friend. Just hope one day they wake up on their own. Many of us have lost people to this stupidity. Stay strong and no guilt!!!
I don't think it's a conviction thing, like I said it might be my BPD playing into it, something I struggle with I get overly attached to people and if they reject me then I fall hard. If that makes sense (tried to make a simple explanation without babbling on about it).