I found out from a friend's post that Kyle is not guilty, said friend couldn't understand how he was not guilty when he killed two people. I tried to explain to him but he ended up blocking me (this was all on FB don't crucify me it's how I stay in contact with a lot of people who are far away). I am pretty upset about this because he has helped me out a lot with guidance when I have been in bad spots mentally.
I think my BPD (borderline personality disorder) is effecting my judgement on this because I truly feel that it's my fault. I feel that I am a bad person for being overly opinionated and I should just stay quiet. I feel like I am losing more and more friends every day as well. This one hit harder than most and just makes me want to change who I am as a person.
Get off social media.
Full stop.
If this friend was really a friend, you would not have to rely on Facebook to keep in contact...
I do not have any mental health issues or disorders and I felt crazy looking at my timelines on fb before deleting my profile. I can't imagine how it could exacerbate a mental disorder if I did have one. Seriously delete it. If you can't make a promise to yourself to not post anything for a day or two, then a week or two, and you'll see how little you'll miss it.
I am for the most part off social media I think this week has been the most I have been on, all of September I was off was on a couple of times in October. I mostly use it to keep in contact with priest and a few others via messenger. I think over all it taught me a lesson that I should go back to how I was being away from it before.