Yes this is correct. My grandpa is suffering from nerve damage caused by shingles and he's hating every day of existence. The family is trying to keep him from becoming hooked on the pain meds they give him to handle the pain but it just leads to him being unable to socialize and feel comfortable outside his home. Watching loved ones deal with healthcare near their end opens your eyes to so much. His wife died the 3rd time they tried to get her off a vent. This was a year or two before c19 so finding out they're death sentences was not as surprising for me. The worst part was my mother was in the room the day she died and had to witness it all. I'll never unhear that scream when she called me. We get to hear all the hatian nurses yucking it up while we are all crying at her bedside. You're told it's because they work around death daily. Then you wake up and realize it's because they've given up their humanity.