I am a business owner in a small community in the Colorado mountains. I have been an Anon from the first post on 1/2 chan. I always felt like I was targeted that day. I am an original Goat if that makes any sense.
Here is my dilemma...
The people of my county have apparently decided they want me to be a County Commissioner. I'm rough around the edges and prefer solitude. I also have the complication of being the guy that found the Fenn treasure. That will bring unwanted public exposure. I am shy and have no need for money. I would rather spend my time fishing and wandering around the desert than get into politics.
My dilemma is that I feel like If I am needed to help my community I am duty bound. These people might even vote me in weather I want the job or not.
I know it's a strange post... What should I do? I don't even want a job but I will do the job.
This sort of thing requires the inspiration of passion and the joy of doing. If you don't feel spiritually called to the job, things probably won't work out very well. I'd do some serious soul searching to see if this was my nature throwing up roadblocks or the universe telling me not to. If it's the former, the soul searching may also show you a way to make it work and be at peace in the process. If it's the latter, there's no point in making the effort. The biggest mistake I made in my life resulted in a huge mess and occurred because I ignored the warnings from the universe not to do that thing.
Best wishes, whatever you decide to do.
👆👆 this. Good luck.