Thank you for the last part. I believe in God and eternal life. However, I've always tried to beat the system (financial system) always trying to stay ahead from a monetary standpoint, and never fully enjoying life. My anxiety gets the best of me as I always want to ensure my family is provided for, but there it is, the I, the me, control. I'm still learning to let go of that control and lay down those burdens. So thank you, it spoke to me in a different way than you wrote, but a positive thing. :)