I just need some prayers for my marriage. Just had a loud long fight with my wife. Some stuff came out that cant be put back in. We have 3 kids masked in school for 1.5 years. I am nearing my precipice. I dont know what to do, she is stuck in the go with the flow it will end soon. I know it wont. Our problems go back further than covid, I can see the societal brainwashimg effecr her, I have pointed out instamces, there is no listening just emotions.
She is Christian, but I dont know how much she looks to God for answers. I pray daily, many days multiple times.
I dont know I am rambling just dont know where to go with this, too many details to discuss, married for over 20 years. Please pray for my family.
You have to respect her wishes and listen to her first, then she will return your feelings.
Smart men like Trump still took 3 tries, so don't feel bad if things break.
Praying only helps if it's out of your control, and as the head of the family things should be under your control. Control here refer to yourself and not others like your wife and kids. If the marriage is not good, it's in your control. If where you live is no good it's in your control.
Many have had success vacationing in florida maskless.
Kids and school is very much under your control if that's the main issue. Online courses and a smart well paid "babysitter" is an option. Find better work with more time for family is another good option.