Oh man, there's a bunch of resources out there. You have to be careful, much like the cabal infiltrating government and other institutions there are a lot of things in this field that should be taken with a grain of salt. I've been researching these things for the last 10 years right around the time of the Mayan calendar end date (hence the name). In5D is a good one but you gotta sift through the tabloid-like articles. David Wilcock has a good audiobook series talking about a lot of these topics you could look into. Full disclosure: I take what he says with a grain of salt, he's cried wolf a lot in the past five years and he's done certain things that make me think he's more focused on how well his marketing is doing instead of getting info out there. He does release a lot of free content but his paywall stuff is really expensive and I'm not sure how helpful or essential it is for anyone. Sam Tripoli does a few podcasts on these topics like Zero and Tin Foil Hat. He's a comedian who did a ton of drugs so his brain is a little scrambled and you can tell when he tries to talk and articulate points. He seems genuine though in his search for the truth and trying to understand these topics. Sorry for the long rant, hope you find this helpful!

Since nobody is replying with links.

Be skeptical of everything.

https://www.greatawakeningmap.co/

https://deepstatemappingproject.weebly.com/

https://deepstatemappingproject.weebly.com/golden-dawn.html

I keep in mind this about the ETs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tioJj_lqtLU

"Now in this country, we’ve had incidents where these UAPs have interfered and actually brought offline our nuclear capabilities.”"

Maybe ET's out there trying to prevent us from killing ourselves?