I CAN’T. I can’t with the mental gymnastics. I’m sick of it. I can’t deal with it. I know, firsthand, that our city is NOT having some Sort of massive “BED SHORTAGE” — without doxxing myself, or my ex—he has DAILY census numbers ... anytime I EVER try to give our city the truth, I’m met with “”well, what the fuck kind of doctorate do YOU have?” Goddamn it. I’m so sick of it. I’m NOT an MD, you got me there, you massive cunts. But both of my brothers are. And my ex-hubs is. And we’re ALL on great terms. So I KNOW the shit. And I work DAILY, with RNs, LPNs, PTs, OTs, we are one of the only healthcare companies in my area that hasn’t caved to the mandate. FUCK this mass psychosis. I don’t know how to fight it. Gotdamn. I’m so frustrated, frens. SO fucking frustrated.
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Dear Chineteen,
With all sincerity, welcome to the club. What you are experiencing is an important part of the course.
The course is the common process that all who are awake and who are awakening have been undergoing over the past several years.
This sort of frustration is inevitable; I've seen it in everyone who's become engaged. Went through it myself.
What you will find as you move ahead, is that you will go through waves of ups and downs, of exhilaration and hope, of frustration and depression, and everything in between.
These waves will hit you, and your ability to roll with them, and survive them, is the key. They will knock you around, but if you keep pushing forward, and keep your heart true, determined, then you will grow, you will be cleansed of many toxic things in your personal system (your psychology), and your resilience and determination will also grow.
It's a maturing process. Just a note: my city and people have been in 6 lockdowns since last year, lockdowns that have included curfews, travel restrictions (limits to 3 miles from home), mandates against gathering, against even going shopping in pairs, everything. I'm just saying this to let you know, its been super intense non-stop since April last year.
It's good and healthy to express your frustration here, or with others.
My strongest recommendation: find other like-minded individuals in your town city or area. Connect. Build community with those that are awake to this: there are many, many. While our people are slowly waking up, it is those who are awake pioneering the building of the new community that spearheads the process, and speeds the process for others.
Almost 8% of the population of my state (2nd largest state in Australia) were on the street marching for freedom last month. That did not happen overnight. Many of us have been working on this since last year.
Recognize your frustration, allow it to be, allow yourself to experience it, and then let it wash over you.
Even when it feels like nothing is happening, it is. So grit your teeth, take a break, and when ready, lean again into the fight.
A blessing on you.
a fren.
In case you need to hear this… We’re very proud of you and y’all hold a place in our prayers!
thank you. Every message of solidarity strengthens us. It really does.
Likewise. We pray for this world and all freedom fighters in it.