I CAN’T. I can’t with the mental gymnastics. I’m sick of it. I can’t deal with it. I know, firsthand, that our city is NOT having some Sort of massive “BED SHORTAGE” — without doxxing myself, or my ex—he has DAILY census numbers ... anytime I EVER try to give our city the truth, I’m met with “”well, what the fuck kind of doctorate do YOU have?” Goddamn it. I’m so sick of it. I’m NOT an MD, you got me there, you massive cunts. But both of my brothers are. And my ex-hubs is. And we’re ALL on great terms. So I KNOW the shit. And I work DAILY, with RNs, LPNs, PTs, OTs, we are one of the only healthcare companies in my area that hasn’t caved to the mandate. FUCK this mass psychosis. I don’t know how to fight it. Gotdamn. I’m so frustrated, frens. SO fucking frustrated.