I have a similar story, but I won’t bore you with the details. I just want to share what I’ve learned. Those dark times in ones life, where absolutely everything is going wrong and praying seems to accomplish nothing is what I call a “Devine Storm.” It is a time in ones life where God is trying to redirect your path. It hurts. It sucks. It’s confusing. It can last for months or years until YOU make the BIG decision that will shift your life. You have no idea what that decision is. But it is big and it will disrupt your life. Here is how to recognize what it is - once you make that decision and put it into motion, there will be a point of no return. Once that point is met, then the Devine Storm ends and, like flipping on a light switch, you will be rewarded beyond anything you could imagine. Big decisions include moving out-of-state, quitting a job, ending a relationship, changing colleges or majors, or a combination of these. Good luck.

Edit- for the curious, mine was moving 1200 miles back home. As soon as I unloaded my car, I received a Doctors call that my medical condition will not hinder my career (yes, I can go back to work for the same company even though I moved). I was waiting to get this phone call for 13 months! My mother then got diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and I was home to help care for her as she died. And in the middle of this, I met my wife as a result of commuting to work. Here’s the kicker… my wife was going through her own Devine Storm in the exact time frame that I was before I moved!