Same as you, I’m grateful for what I have and that I’m still on side of the dirt. My wife and I both lost our mothers over the past two years. Not to the rona, but to things much worse in my opinion. But, I still have a home, we both have jobs, we’re are both still healthy and we have peace that only comes through understanding we are part of a bigger event still yet to unfold. All I can say is have faith in a higher power. We are only mere mortals and this cosmic game is not over yet.