I'm in an odd situation right now. Almost so sad I don't want to admit but I have to. I have missed a very rare opportunity to bond with my estranged brother who I was hoping to redpill. All because of a scheduling mixup with my workplace we didn't think ahead on travel arrangements and I have been left behind until tomorrow when my other family member is going. Had I thought to just go along with them we could be catching up in the car for hours while he's jetlagged, along with my mom, who is on my side. I can't believe what I missed.
And here I am at home tonight. No one else is home. All my friends are asleep. Bored out of my mind.
If anyone wants to chat I'll be up late.
My family is scattered, not having a Christmas celebration at all. A big change after hosting all the holidays for my 5 children for years. My 21 year old son works Christmas day and I will be alone, not doing anything. But for Christmas Eve I picked up KFC (a christmas tradition in Japan at least) which we enjoyed at 11 pm and have spent the last few hours discussing the bible, Jesus, heaven, hell & everything in between. What greater gift could there be.
Peace and love to all of you. There are brighter days ahead.