No reason not to prep for the worst. If Q is good and what everyone here's been lead to believe, then great. You got prepared, likely bettered yourself physically, emotionally, and spiritually, and everything worked its self out. You lost nothing by doing this an likely gained a lot, and get to be apart of the great awakening a sharper, fitter you. If Q is just some operation trust run by freemasons and is a cover for us getting round up and set to get beheaded on Chanel guillotines, then good thing you got ready to make your last stand. Maybe you'll make it out safe as a result and will be free to help others do the same. Or just gorge out on popcorn and really, really hope that the plan you don't know about but fully trust doesn't need you ready and able to succeed.