I was just thinking that I was feeling frustrated. Does that make sense? I mean, at first I was frustrated because I was thinking things like, "WTF, already... make it HAPPEN, white hats!" and all that that implies. And then I realized that I was feeling very frustrated by that. And I realized that I had realized that, resulting in this post.
For F's sake, I told myself--take a deep breath, trust the plan (oooh, but I am not a blind faith kinda guy--but, what about all the proofs--okay--keep trusting), consider all of the wins, understand that things are complex and will not work out like a simple algebra equation, and do the best you can with what you've got.
So that's my strategy... all of the things implied in the above paragraph. Oh, I also come to this site and engage with all of you, and that helps tremendously. Thanks for being here.
And, I am going to add more physical activity to my life, hopefully in the form of games--I hate exercising just to do it... but put me in the outfield to shag fly balls for batting practice, and I am in heaven. But it's winter.
Anybody have their own coping technique to share? Perspectives?
I been depressed for months in heavy debt - bank at me working what hrs I can get day and night even though I’ve hit 60 with mortgage payments driving a 2000 model Ford that’s on its way out but I keep going praying day in day out that a change happens , it’s a lonely place trying to red pill with most of my family and friends stuck in the matrix and deserted me but fuck it I say if I give up what am I left with I may as well curl up and fuckin die. Recently past few weeks I’m beginning to see change and feel it’s happening their cyber pandemic is collapsing and they are screwed this latest with the Mossad whore is the beginning of the end of this evil. I thank God almighty Amen.
Hang tough, Fren. You got this.