I feel you there. So many churches have been exposed in the last 5 years for what they are. Pushing race-baiting narratives, following society, and only teaching kindergartner Christianity messages. The Church shouldn't look like society in any way shape or form, and the The Church should be diving DEEP into the word. God's Word is powerful.

I ended up leaving my church 2 years ago and have been diving into the word and studying like I never did before. Gene Kim is a great resource for instance. My eyes have been opened to so much, I've never felt closer to God, and it's all been done from home on my own. With that being said, I do want to find a good church that dives deep into the word. Something like an old school baptist church with a pastor that doesn't give a damn if he offends someone.