Ive lingered outside the church since then. I communicate with Jesus all day every day. I just feel as though church isn’t feeding me like it once did. I feel like an outcast being surrounded by people who don’t know the elite are literally killing and eating kids. Its just hard man. I went to church to find some peace there and I only find unawake folks who don’t have time for research or want to learn because they are going to Heaven anyways. I felt alienated. I just want to scream at people to wake up, for the children!