I’ve received some birthday messages today that inevitably devolve into something related to the pandemic/muh vaccines/insert fear-mongering talking point here.

I was told by two friends who had no issue going to Florida with me last March that I’m no longer allowed to go with them this February, because I don’t believe in vaccine mandates and “it would be wrong for them to go with someone who doesn’t believe in the power of the vaccine and how it has helped [insert city with issues] so much.” Meanwhile, it’s apparently not hypocritical for them to go to Florida—a state adamantly against mandates—just like AOC.

Not to get too personal on here, but I started really recovering from a life-altering injury right about the time the pandemic started. The world shut down right as I was ready to try to re-enter it.

And now it has consumed the lives of everyone around me, aside from my immediate family.

It seems I can’t have a conversation with people anymore without something about vaccines/COVID coming up in conversation. It’s becoming insanely lonely, as I’m still in my 20s and feeling like I have no one my age who is also awake. I have one friend who is at least hesitant and questioning. The rest just continue to follow the herd. They were normal, functioning, even incredibly supportive friends until the party told them to turn.

All I want for my birthday is for the movie to be over. For some semblance of hope that we’re still cleaning up the mess. I was hoping that would come with Fauci and Walensky testifying today, but it looks like nothing will happen to them once again.

Sorry for venting. Just feeling beat up on what should be a celebratory day. And wondering what it’s going to take to get common sense and camaraderie back in the country and my life.

EDIT: still working through replying to everyone, but a quick comment to say thank you to the mods for stickying this thread, and for everyone who commented here with birthday wishes, advice, and support. I am immensely grateful for you all and this place each and every day. My own extended blood family couldn’t be bothered to contact me today, but my pede fam showed once again that the best company are the frens you make along the way.