No I haven't lost the plot. Christians think they have a saviour who they say carries their sins through his blood ..a satanic idea..a sacrifice ...so they don't have to do a thing but when theycdie hand their ticket in and say Jesus sent me. I have no such illusions

Ask yourself ..who wrote the words down in the Bible? Not god was it? So how do you believe such words?
Religion..an y religion divides..the people in the cult/religion always believe only they will get into heaven..despite their Jesus saying over and over the kingdom of heaven is within you. This is the way Jesus some of..to go inside and realise the Real Self.

You will find Ramana mararshis explanation easier as so many of the gospels of the disciples were removed by wicked popes rules and priests

Http://www.youtube watch on religion and god.. Krishnamurti