Ill just refer to this link: https://greatawakening.win/p/141Yg44bBM/will-there-ever-be-redemption-fo/
Ill tell you the truth frens, I have been forced totally by my parents and I have been jabbed. Of all the things that happens, an awake person since the start of 2021 will just be forced to the brim to get jabbed just because I am a child and I have no choice but to obey them even if I know that it will cost me a lot.
I am also afraid that I might get VAIDS sooner or later. I just dont know man, its like its hitting me so hard even if I know the truth. I just feel so sorry for myself and I dont feel the same. Its like I have been a victim to this and they want to sacrifice me to risks to it. Like literally, hell is breaking lose on me.
I dont know what to do sooner or later, I want a redemption to get healthy again. I have a regimen to drink pine needle and green tea regularly so that I could detox. If so please put me in your prayers so that I could live longer.
I want to have a future. I want to experience an awakened world wherein I get vindicated for my thoughts. I want a time where I can get cured again so that I could not face the risks of getting long term diseases. Me and my teacher in english are also victims of this because we were forced to the brim to get it. And yea, she is also awake like me and we have been talking together about such topics in our country.
This is the reality in countries like the Philippines. Its hard to think different when you are surrounded with people who think with the narrative. Like literally, if you are a child here, you have no choice unless your parents change their mind on this. If so, please tell your children that there are some kids there that are really unlucky like me. Its like I'm being subjugated and I have a ticking time bomb before I get such diseases even if I refuse the booster.
Please Lord, spare me.
Ah I see. Well first off let me say that is awesome and a noble goal. So dont stop. However that is all preparing yourself for the future. That can sometimes lead to us neglecting the present. So ask yourself this question. How can I GROW closer to Christ in this moment. Each moment, going forward. The bible says remove the beam from your own eye before trying to remove a splinter from someone else. This is a little harsher than I would like to approach u but at a basic level it does hold weight. Keep improving yourself. Keep turning to Christ. Dont stop what ur doing but dont forget Christ wants so badly to build u up into something he can use for his glory.