My ex wife just told me the other day that she got the booster. She's having heart issues now. She isn't gonna like it when I tell her to get tested for AIDS. We've been contemplating putting the family back together again.
All I can think about now is, I'm not sure it'll be possible. I'm unvaxxed. Our kids are all unvaxxed. I don't feel too comfy with the idea now that this VAIDS shit is popping up. Is it transmissible to the unvaxxed in the ways that "normal" AIDS is? If so, there isn't any chance I make an attempt to put the family back together. One of us has to survive for our kids and grandkids. Since I've always been the one to have the kids with me each time we separated, I might as well be the one to survive. Feels like I'm being forced by The Enemy to make a choice: sacrifice both of us, or just one of us, to help ensure our family survives this.
This has my head, my "heart," and my soul reeling since she told me. For the first time since Trump's inauguration, I feel helpless. That is hard for a warrior like me to deal with. Has my anxiety, depression, and PTSD triggered to different levels I've never experienced before. I feel like I'm losing my grip. All I can think about is how I'll eventually have to tell the kids about their mother's health. And how I'll be left holding the bag and how I'll be forced to hold the family together. It is t just my ex wife who got the jabs. My whole extended family did, too. Parents, brother, aunt's and uncles, and all but maybe 3 cousins are jabbed. I don't want to be "that guy." I don't want to be the one to lead this family. That's not how our family works. It's a collective effort usually. It was supposed to o be myself and my older cousin to lead the fam. Now, though, I'm afraid that I'll have to bury all of them.
Just the news about my ex wife is gonna break our daughter's heart all over again. She hasn't seen her mom in 6 years. We live in FL, their mom lives in Wa State. She keeps in contact with the kids, but we haven't been able to get out there so they can see each other, especially since this coof episode started playing.
Do y'all have any ideas on how I can manage this? Do y'all have any ideas on how to approach this with my ex wife?
All I want to do is rampage and destroy these asshats now. I've worked long and hard at understanding my life, the way it's gone, the trials and tribulations, everything. I've worked doubly hard at trying to maintain a relatively peaceful existence since I got out the Navy. I don't want to go back to fighting. But these asshats seemed bound and determined to push us Vets down that road again.
I'm really struggling with all this now, pedes. I need y'all's help and guidance here. I'm losing control quickly. And when that happens, it's not pretty. It's not safe for anyone, either.
Brother, you are in a tough spot and there are no easy answers. This is the time you get on your knees and give yourself to Jesus. He will guide you through and he will give you the strength to do the difficult things you need to do. You can lead your family, you can bring everyone together. Walk forwards with humility and grace, love, light and peace. Be the example for others to follow.
My ex wife just told me the other day that she got the booster. She's having heart issues now. She isn't gonna like it when I tell her to get tested for AIDS. We've been contemplating putting the family back together again.
All I can think about now is, I'm not sure it'll be possible. I'm unvaxxed. Our kids are all unvaxxed. I don't feel too comfy with the idea now that this VAIDS shit is popping up. Is it transmissible to the unvaxxed in the ways that "normal" AIDS is? If so, there isn't any chance I make an attempt to put the family back together. One of us has to survive for our kids and grandkids. Since I've always been the one to have the kids with me each time we separated, I might as well be the one to survive. Feels like I'm being forced by The Enemy to make a choice: sacrifice both of us, or just one of us, to help ensure our family survives this.
This has my head, my "heart," and my soul reeling since she told me. For the first time since Trump's inauguration, I feel helpless. That is hard for a warrior like me to deal with. Has my anxiety, depression, and PTSD triggered to different levels I've never experienced before. I feel like I'm losing my grip. All I can think about is how I'll eventually have to tell the kids about their mother's health. And how I'll be left holding the bag and how I'll be forced to hold the family together. It is t just my ex wife who got the jabs. My whole extended family did, too. Parents, brother, aunt's and uncles, and all but maybe 3 cousins are jabbed. I don't want to be "that guy." I don't want to be the one to lead this family. That's not how our family works. It's a collective effort usually. It was supposed to o be myself and my older cousin to lead the fam. Now, though, I'm afraid that I'll have to bury all of them.
Just the news about my ex wife is gonna break our daughter's heart all over again. She hasn't seen her mom in 6 years. We live in FL, their mom lives in Wa State. She keeps in contact with the kids, but we haven't been able to get out there so they can see each other, especially since this coof episode started playing.
Do y'all have any ideas on how I can manage this? Do y'all have any ideas on how to approach this with my ex wife?
All I want to do is rampage and destroy these asshats now. I've worked long and hard at understanding my life, the way it's gone, the trials and tribulations, everything. I've worked doubly hard at trying to maintain a relatively peaceful existence since I got out the Navy. I don't want to go back to fighting. But these asshats seemed bound and determined to push us Vets down that road again.
I'm really struggling with all this now, pedes. I need y'all's help and guidance here. I'm losing control quickly. And when that happens, it's not pretty. It's not safe for anyone, either.
Brother, you are in a tough spot and there are no easy answers. This is the time you get on your knees and give yourself to Jesus. He will guide you through and he will give you the strength to do the difficult things you need to do. You can lead your family, you can bring everyone together. Walk forwards with humility and grace, love, light and peace. Be the example for others to follow.