I don't know about you guys but it seems like it's harder and harder as time goes by to have real, intelligent conversations with the people in my life. My girlfriend used to get into it but as far as she's concerned, she's just done with having these in-depth conversations about the real shit that's going on around us. I met a fellow former Marine tonight at the bar and he kinda gave me what I need. A real conversation about the things we aren't supposed to talk about, but even he wasn't ready and eventually was over it when I told him things he wasn't ready to hear. I just feel like it's such a shame that I can't really have the conversations that I want to have out loud. I live on Long Island and it's totally red here, no doubt. There's 10-1 Trump flags over Biden stickers, at least. But it's just so hard to find any intelligent conversation about this shit in real life. This .win has been my home since shortly after the 2020 election but it's not the same as a real face-to-face conversation. I'm ready to come out. If any anons here from Long Island want to meet in public and have these conversations that I need to get out of me, I'd be forever grateful. Please message me. I feel like there's so much information inside of me at this point that I just need to say out loud and figure out how to speak about it the right way. I appreciate so greatly the conversations that are held here but it doesn't satisfy me the way a face-to-face does, I need to say it out loud. I love and appreciate you all and all you've done for me thus far. I promise I don't glow. Message me, let's get a beer and talk. Please.
P.S.; Even Glowfags, if you want my info, you wanna talk, I'm not violent and there's nothing I would ever say that would incriminate myself in any way. You're also welcome to my table.
I am with you fren! Being awake is a blessing and a curse. The loneliness is overbearing at times. Lean on God for comfort, and remember to take care of yourself. Write your feelings/thoughts down. I know it sounds cheesy but this is something that helps me. As hard as it is, sometimes you have to step away from the noise to get your bearings straight. People don't like to step out of their comfort zones and the things that we know are way out of most everybody's comfort zone. We were chosen for this by the most high God. He knows your pain.